It's been a week now that I received the news that I had to go back to school. I firstly came home at the month of May to celebrate Eid with my family. Due to Coronavirus, students had to learn online. Weeks turned months, now it's November. I'm actually like online class, but sometimes I really hate it. Well, I am lucky to have all of these gadgets to learn with. Some of my friends don't even have them or maybe have a hard time with learning online.
When I heard that we are going back to our hostel, I had mixed feeling. I really want to go back to see all of my friends, my teachers and even the food there. I quickly started listing what I need to buy and started packing. I went to Mr. DIY to buy some stuffs and ironed my clothes. I am so excited to go back. Once I am there, I can't wait to see all of my friends again and talk about our experience.
Nevertheless, at the same time, I don't feel like going back. I feel reluctant to leave my family, my home and my cats. I don't know if I want to go or not. Well, if we look a little bit deeper, I assume we should. Learning at home might be fun but it made all of us negligent. We didn't really do our homework or focus in class. We loose our spirit to study more with so much distraction around. It's okay to feel sad, but let's look at the bright side. We're going to meet all of our friends and learn face to face with our teachers! It can motivate us to study even more! Yeah, I might be missing my family the most once I return back to school. But, I know that they're putting their trust in me to study and become successful.
